For better or Worst, every day its a new day, make the best of every moment you spend (=

2011-01-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday..(BL 2812)

i wanted to wish you on the day it self but i realise that i dont have your number anymore..

anyway if your still readin this.. good luck, all the best...&good year ahead (=
well to be honest.. sometimes i misses you. &when i do.. i will open up this blog to read the past post that i have posted up. this is the only memory that was written down.. &it always put a smile on my face (=

hahah.. anyway take care
xx

WHATS up PEEPSssss !

2010-12-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

my tumblr is not workin )=
and i have tons of thing to say
to let it out of my chest
but i always find bloggin is the best way to let eveything out
words that are left unsaid were said here
thoughts that were left were said here
and everything it is
blog are alwasy my best fren
the bestest fren ever
they dont judge
not thinkin sth different

sigh !!

DEAR DAIRY,

life has been a very tough moment for me. all i wanted is just a proper person. a proper fren that understnad me. i dont want to be the one who was know as the girl with all the guys. im sick of it. but it seem like for me to click with a girl, i find it difficult. VERY DIFFICULT !! i dont know why. its mayb they cant stand me or they say i was actin or some other shit ! for you info i have never act ! if i like i like it, if i dont then i dont, but sometimes i dont want to say it cause i dont want people to think of sth else. if you said i mess you up im sorry. i dont realise i mess you up. i treated people with my heart. i admit sometime i have neglected sth out. what ever i do i mean no harm. but if you take it this way i really got nothin to say but all i got is dissapointment. in my life i have to PLEASE this one person ! whether i agree or disagree i still gotta deal with it. i do not have to please anyone. but i'll be patient with you. but you pls dont over do it. i have done everything i could. and lately there is alot of problem comin. im tryin to deal with it. your not in the best time of life. i gotta keep all my cool with in me.. sigh i dont know laa ... is gonna be a never endin story... so take care CIAO !!

2010-08-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

dear frens,

im not usin this blog any more, so if you want my new blog URL, let me know or you can drop a msg in the chat box or in facebook. will send you my URL. (=

2010-08-29T18:41:00.001+08:00

1 years since we met , and i still love him

2010-08-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

Funny when things never change

Even when you say they will

But while your off screwing her

My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me

but when i leave

You tell me I'm your only one

And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me

But you'll never let me go

I know that you don't love me now

I know I'm just for show

I don't know if I can stand it

To see you lovin another girl

You know that you broke my heart

You know that you're my world

But while you're standing by my side

I'll believe your lies forever

Cause everything seems so perfect

When we are together. <3

2010-08-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

you can be anyones perfect girlfren

with all the qualities you have

the physical out look

thats what all guys wanted it to be in their girlfren

but dont forget

you aint just choosin

others is choosin as well

no matter how perfect it may seem

if there is no chemistry

it wouldnt last.

2010-08-27T17:19:00.001+08:00

merdeka is around the corner

and im thinkin so much bout you

your the only one i actually missed the most

i had kept a few picture of me and you

but others was deleted by fren

how i wish i could get it bak

seein you in pictures with others

made me sad

hmmm but i guess your happy (=

its been a year since i last spoke to you

or see you

i remember all the memories we made for each other

and im still thinkin bout it

every night and day

we spend time

talkin and laughin

it never stops !

sittin up on the hill together

reminds me of us

lookin at the stars

that you named it for us

every now and then

i will go to the hill

and look at the stars

wishin you to be by my side again

when im home

i sit at my balcony

and lookin at the star

that you said it was mine

then i will look at yours too

some nights when i go out

the first thing i do

is look up on the sky

to see if your there

and its always there

the only thing you left in me was just the memories we made for each other

p.s i have always missed you even we are apart

2010-08-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

yo dude !!

im not into you man !!

dont fukin call every time

expectin me to love you in return

cause it wont happen !!

2010-08-24T18:02:00.003+08:00

i knew this LOVE never last

but i wanna play

and i continue playin it

as i kept playin i fell into it

till it hurt me to my soul to death

it was quite a game

so much of hustle

so much everything

but at the end

i learn quite a lot

knowin that human are complicated

they them self were confused of what they actually

for the moment there

is all urges

and urgency

as time passes

all true feelin start to appear

i knew everything all along

as i predicted it

but i just kept an eye open and another close

i kept quiet and observe

every action and movement

and so happen that

what i had expected is happenin now

i prepare my self for the day to come

its not that hard to go through it

cause all this while i had someone with me as well (=

i was your toy

and

your my toy as well

exchange to an exchange

it was a great deal (=

2010-08-24T17:09:00.000+08:00

i have lost my mind

for daysss !!

but now im bak to my senses !!

common sense

is always the best choice

postivee-ness always cure

optimistic is the key to success

with this key !!

i work things

instead of waitin things to work its way

and trust me

waitin will never come to an end

2010-08-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

life is a bitch !!

the world is a slut

but everything we go through is a process of learin..

its a part of life..

there is ups and downs

like roller-coster ride

2010-08-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

i wanna get my tougue pierce man !!!

and a tatoo as well ...

hunnie.. we are goin to get it together

(=

love ya (=

2010-08-22T14:57:00.001+08:00

fuckin liar

just knew it all along

2010-08-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

as time comes to heal..

i will be long gone..

i will never wanna get bak

it hurts my soul

my heart was broken into many pieces

2010-08-22T14:08:00.001+08:00

you are just blind in love with me or what ??!!

no matter how much i told you about

what im goin through

you are willin to listen

patiently..

how much i dont want to get into relationship

you are willin to wait till i recover

you call every nite just to make sure im okay

even when i said im okay

you would really asked me

am i really okay??

you know i wasnt by the way i sound

but you just wait for me to talk to you

and keep askin me what happen

even i dont want to talk

but you just stood by there

and wait till i talk bout it

you never get mad

instead you say sth funny

you made me smile and laugh each day

just to make my day a better place for me

to stay

you made me feel appreciated

you told me how much i worth for myself

that it doesnt matter how much

people think you not worth anything

towards them

you told me alot of sweet thing

which i want to hear

and i just end up disappoint you

but you din give up

andd instead you comfort me

you make me feel better each day

gave me hope that i had just lost

gave me faith that i know is gone

you are always there

when im sad

but how long could you bee there ???

how long could you stay and listen ??

how patient could you bee ??

i really dont know..

you told me alot of times

you will be there no matter what

i cant trust that word anymore

trustin is a strong word

thats need to be develops

i learn alot from you

you teaches me alot

you understand what im tryin to say

when im so confused with everything

and each time im lost between my self

you brought me bak

and try your best to make me understand

you are just too perfect for me

and i just dont know what to do

you're everything

is like the whole package is in you

but right now is not the right time

i understand right now

and slowly began

to let go

lettin go is the hardest thing

for me to do

but your courage made me..

as days pass

as i talk to you

i could let goo

i can slowly

move on now

it hurts me

but i can feel my wound is healin

bad memories is gonna be a flash bak

good memories will fade one day

i just want to say thanks

and i appreciate your doin...

2010-08-22T11:42:00.004+08:00

im just heartless .. or is just you bein heartless ??

i dont wish to have a heart

so i dont have to feel what is everything about

2010-08-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

dont trust a man ..

they will treat us nice because they want sth from us

they will give you what ever you want

treat you the way you want

so when you give in to them

they got what they want

then they will eventually

leave you

we are just like a toy toward them

play until they are bored with it

then throw you a side

and when a new toy comes about..

they treasure it like gold..

this is GET and FORGET

2010-08-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

just have to keep smilin to put through the day

life is short

hours are long

just have to make use

of time to get things better

2010-08-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

mayb you din know you had me goin to a dead end

i only wanted it to be good

which then ended up the wrong way

never knew things might just turn up this way

everyone seems to have somebody

but i look bak and think

what bout me ?

what do i have ??

when things goes wrong

im at blame

when i made a decision

its never right

i may look tough

act tough

cause life for me has been really tough and rough

you never knew you play an important role in my life

but things im goin through

no one will be true enough to be there

2010-08-20T15:15:00.001+08:00

i had just realise something

every time you called

you always ask how am i and alll

and your always waitin for me to ask you

'how are you'

some how.. when i asked you yesterdayy

you sound sad ...

awww hunnieee ...

dont be sad ya ..

i know you're missin me dam much

but i will see you soon..

miss you lotss (=

XOXO (=

*big smiley for you*

2010-08-19T19:53:00.002+08:00

I will not bother reserving a space in my heart for someone who does not make an effort to stay.

2010-08-19T19:15:00.003+08:00

WATCH THIS ! dont regret. but continue dreamin (=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcs440fhYws

2010-08-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

FUCKIN LIAR

HATE YOU EVEN MORE

AS EACH DAY PASSES BY...

found out even more..

i dont want to hear or see

your text..

will change my number..

i mean it

2010-08-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

i dont need a man in my life

they are full of SHIT !

cannot be count on

from this moment

all i need is my self

stand up for my self

and work things for my self

(=

ehheee

wish me luck..

hope i suceed (=

new revolution *wink wink*

2010-08-19T11:00:00.003+08:00

it is not fair sometimes

like when someone promise u something

and u really believe them

but at the end they didnt do it as a promise

they broke the promise

and u felt heartbreaking

i gave up hope for promises

promises mean nothin if its not deliever

2010-08-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

im so use to people listenin to me

but now suddenly dont have a listener

i feel unconfortable

2010-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today is the most

horrible, life riskin day ever..

OMG !!

i had no transport to college today

my brother came bak and pick me up

stupid fella ride so fast

i nearly flu off the bike

and nearly got hit by the car !!

ass hole .. scare the hell of me !!

and i was late for classes

I FUCKIN HATE STUDYIN SKILL CLASSES !!

omg !! i feel like my lecturer is tryin to convert me in to an ISLAM

every classes .. sure talk bout ALLAH !!

verses from AL QURAN !!

OMG !! im fuckin sick of it !

tellin me how pure is ALLAH !!

how purified the book is ...

so we actually spend time listenin to

ALLAH hykban !!!

lol

FUCK MY LIFE MAN !!

2010-08-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

We let go NOT because we don’t love the person anymore/love them less,

NOT because we stopped missing/wanting to be with them,

NOT because we stopped believing in how true the love is or how were meant to be.

We let go because it’s the best way to stop the aching, the best chance we have at being happy again! ♥

2010-08-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

baby, i stay in love you..

dyin inside cause i cant stand it

make or break up

cant take this madness

i dont really know why

all i know is

i try and try so hard

to keep our love alive

if you dont know me at this point

then i highly doubt you ever will

i really need you to give me

that unconditional love i used to feel

its no mistakin

we're just erasin

from our hearts and minds

and i know i said let go

but i kept on hangin on

inside i know its not over

its killin me

there nothin that i can do

and i keep tellin myself

that you'll come back around

and i try to front like..

each time you let me down

i cant get over you

it cuts so deep

it hurts down to my soul

my fren told me

i aint the same no more

we still need each other

when we stumble and fall

how we gone act

like what we had

aint nothin at all now

we both know our heart is breakin

can we learn from our mistake

i cant last one moment alone

just want to hear

8 letters

3 words

1 sentence

from you

it matter the most now..

2010-08-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

it could never be

REPLACE

by anyone

2010-08-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

im afraid of fallin..

but i am wonderin why we both with love

and it never last

we got nothin to figured out

when it was hard to take

i remember the fight

and everything was slippin out of hand

this is what i thought

your the best thing

that ever been mine.

2010-08-17T10:28:00.001+08:00

i took a chance..

i took a shot..

from the ground here i see who you are

im sick and tired of your attitude

feelin like i dont know you anymore

and here's to you and your temper

i still remember what you said

you can write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect life

well i get confused and frustrated

im sick and tired of your reason

i got no one to believe in

you tell me you want me then push me away

do you have to make me feel small ?

so you can feel whole inside

do you have to put me down

so you can be the winner

im takin a step bak

and lettin goo is the best choice

2010-08-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

i liked the way you want me

i liked the way you need me

i liked the way you hold me

i liked the way you hugged me

but when things get rocky

i was believing in you

was i mistaken by what you mean ..

do you really mean what you said ??

was i mistaken by what you say ..

do you really say what you mean ??

when you say our love could last

i rather you be mean than love and lie

i rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

i rather take a blow at least then i would know

but baby dont you break my heart slow

2010-08-13T16:45:00.001+08:00

is it a disappointment again ??

2010-08-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

it hurts to love

and its

love to hurt

2010-08-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

im IN LOVE !!

WITH THIS !! omggggggg

2010-08-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

makin frens is not a problem for me

choosin fren is not a problem either

but choosin who to love

or who to fall in love with

is a PROBLEM

feelin comes naturally !

it feels good to be love !!

to be kissed

to be huged

but when everthing was so sucky

you just need someone there

to comfort you

to lend you a shoulder

to cry on

give you a pat !

and tell you

everything is goin to be fine babe !!

thank good ness

i got all this fren

who give me a pat on my shoulder

and tell me

is all goin to be good

(=

and hopefully it is man

jus a matter of time (=

2010-08-09T17:17:00.001+08:00

PLEASE STOP THE ACHIN !!

2010-08-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

i want to live my old LIFE

care free (=

no pain,

2010-08-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

emo-ness is runnin tru my blood stream

(=

feelin it . . .

great feelin . . .

2010-08-04T15:48:00.002+08:00

tha saddest thing that is happenin to you babe

is that you dont know what are you doin (=

lol . . . *claps*

2010-08-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

a bird said :

You know u deserved better then what your have now... Its saddening to see how a person can changed to the person u wanted them to be only after everything is over!!!

fren :

straight forward la

erm how he treated u

i reli got nth to say

u even shouted in d car

when u hav a sorethroat

I say:

how he treat ??? i really dont know laa . . .

fren :

do u think dats d kinda treatment u deserved?

nvm la\

i betta jz keep quiet

as it is ur bf doesnt like me

n he doesnt like u goin out wif me

I say:

hmmmmmm

but i still go out right

tho many thing has change in me

but i will only change if i want to

and if i want to do sth

that i really want i will do

nth can stop me !

fren :

i noe

dats how u treat me

I say:

i know im sorry

but please. forget bout me

not worth dy

fren :

haihz

I say:

is over , we are just fren gotta remember that

i dont care how he treats me . how many times my tears drop for him

as long as i love him is enough

just enough !!

move on ! !

2010-08-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

if bein in love is that hard !!

then dont be in love

be alone

is always the best way

feelin care free all the time

is hard to be in love

one minute

everything goes

GOOD and GREAT

is like you're in a dreams

and you just dont want to stop dreamin bout it

then . . .

another minute later

everything can just fall apart

right in front of your eyes

in a blink of an eye

and you just wont believe it

that is really happenin to you

WOW. . .

and you said to your self . . .

what the fuck just happen ?!

i dont wanna live in a past

which fill with memories

that was build with everything

i dont want to live a life with full of regret

that you keep askin your self

why i did not be the best i could ?

i just want to live a happy

with no worries

no burden to bare

happy go luck every single day

i want to meet people

who is cheerful

make you happy all the time

who wont affect ur mood

even your or we are bad at times

someone who wont lie

who talks

have a good convo with you

until you dont want to stop talkin to them

someone who you could really trust

that you would give your heart to them

and they would take good care of it

someone who would really trust you bak

in what ever things you do

someone who is confident

and secure of them self

someone who could tell you not to worry

and comfort you when you felt the worst at times

someone will try their best to make things work

i was told once by somebody

that i change alot

i change to sth whom im not used to be

sth that is so surprise that

they said . . .

omg!

you must be so in love with them . . .

they know me so well . . .

that i wouldnt change unless im so in love with them

i guess thats just me . . .

in my life . . .

from now

i have only change twice

and i think you know what im talkin about .

i dont want anything

but just to be with you

but i know i cant

everything seem so IMPOSSIBLE

to fullfill

my need from you is gettin more and more

and you cant seem to get it

or just tired of it

im so speechless now

i just dont know

what else and what more to say

2010-08-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

finally . . . .

my grandparent is bak to where they belong

have the room all to myself now (=

hmmmm . . .

today is just like yesterday . . .

thinkin alot like usual

alot people said we dont match

but i din really care

but now . . .

i start to wonder . . .

are we really meant to be

after what we had went through ??

after talkin to my frens

just made me realise sth

2 person already told me the same thing

and is gettin more and more true

hmmmmm . . .

thinkin . . .

2010-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

my grand parent can eat fast food man !!!!

we order 4 set and my grandfather

eat like the world is goin to end

lol . . .

first time i see him eat that much

especially french fries . . .

finish all 4 pack .

i was so surprise

i just see him

eat and eat and eat

non stop . . .

untill he is full and satisfied

lol . . .

and a big MAC

and 2 piece of fries chicken . . .

lol . . .

sth is wrong with my grandfather

hahaha . . .

anyway

i din really have mood to eat

just ate a burger and i feel fulll

but i was enjoyin look at them eatin

(=

my room GONNA STINK REAL BAD

old grandparent SMELL

lol. . . .

2010-07-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

i feel

sleepy

moody

angry

pissed off

exhausted

energy-less

confused

lost

sigh i dont know what else

alll mix up

lol !!

2010-07-29T16:56:00.002+08:00

deep down inside me

im still in love with you !

i misses you each and every second !!

2010-07-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

it never seem to work

one way or the other

i never get any comfortin from you

beside when things happen between me and my mom

all the comfortin i got is all from my frenssssssss !

all you ask

"WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU "

hmmmmmm . . . .

im just so tired and lazy to talk . . .

2010-07-29T16:03:00.001+08:00

im bored !

and my heahache is killin me !

2010-07-29T13:53:00.003+08:00

i wonder . . . .

how is this goin to last

we dont even have a proper convo . . .

our convo is entirely quite . . .

i wonder . . .

am i just too tired

or there is nothing already . . .

hmmmmmm . . . .

i dont know how to work . . .

im just to tired !!

2010-07-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

went out yesterday

and sick today

lol !!

the weather is super hot yesterday !!

omg is unbareable !!

my fren was suppose to reach my place at

1115

but they were la

my dear fren kinji

thought was fong was jokin

but the road to my place

over shot

took the wrong turn

then call me

then have to wait again . . .

reach my place at

1145

half an hour man

then we go all the way to kajang

just for satey !!

lol !!

but i wasnt that satisfied !!

lol still hungry

but on the way bak !

after the second toll

kinji car died !!!

omg !!

under the sun !!

fukin hot man !!

then then . . . stop at the petrol station

wait for kinji mom to come

then the worker at the station keep look

i don know until fong tell me

lol !!

then finally kinji mom came

we headed straight to pyramid

go for movies

but before movie we played pool

waste some time there

then only watch movies

after that go asia cafe

makan

go home

then mom talk to my fren a bit

then they go bak

i clean up

wanted to sleep

my ex called ask me to on9

lazy . . . then just go sleeep

but im feelin sick

sigh . .

I MISS YOU !!

2010-07-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

the worst thing that happen to you

is that you keep

LYIN to your self

in what ever you do

say and believe

2010-07-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

Haters only hate things they can't have & people they can't be...

I totally understand...

It's just a little thing called JEALOUSY

2010-07-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

hatred will fade after some time

no point keepin it in heart

it will just gives us more burdent to bare on us

just let it go and everything will be fine

look forward to the future

stop lookin bak into the past

it will not bring you any further

but sadness, regretful and sorror

so why dont you just look a head

and get prepare for the future (=

2010-07-21T12:07:00.000+08:00

you do not get mad over the things i do

i havent even get mad yet

and ur the first one who get mad

consider ur self lucky cause im still talkin to you

i never wanted to leave you

but if small things like this you cant stand it

what bout in along run ???

you might just explode anytime

rightt ??

like i say control ur temper

my temper is just as bad as you

you wont want to see my bad temper . . .

you be surprise (=

2010-07-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And i thought we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And to find out myself
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

You had me falling for you baby
And it never would've gone away

ILOVEYOU always . . .

2010-07-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

comfort me !

i need someone to talk too

so badly !!

2010-07-19T21:17:00.004+08:00

the word SORRY

doesnt cure or make things better

its just a sayin that will only work

one or two time

to make you feel better

after that dont bother apologizin

cause it dont work anymore

and its not taken seriously

ANYMORE !

2010-07-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

what is done is done !!

im ready to go now (=

2010-07-19T19:57:00.001+08:00

IM DONE WITH UR SHITS !

IF YOU WANT ME IN UR LIFE
(condition) you know what to do. we have talk bout it on the phone !

LET ME KNOW

BYE !!

2010-07-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

i dont want to get hurt anymore

by some asshole who dont even know how to treasure this !

im lettin go for the sake of my self !

i dont want to feel my heart break in to pieces

over and over again

i dont want to have an open scar in my heart

but it just couldnt be flawless !!

you have to do this to me !!

over and over again !!

2010-07-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

got to admit

i love the way you lied to me

its funny in a way

and come to think of it !!

another LAMEST excuse given !

2010-07-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

you said that i deserve better !!

i got to admit !

i deserve someone much better !!

someone who knows how to treat me right

who dont fuckin screw me over and over again

someone who knows how to keep me happy

who wont lied to me

from now on i dont want hear from you !

just leave me alone !

ur better of with out me

great with ur life with out me

you have ur frens

to pass ur time

im just an extra burned

and a replacement

of ur time

and ur needs and pleasure

you know i love single life !!

and i want to enjoy it !!

i love to flirt and know people

i dont like you controlin me

with who im with

who i talk too

who i have lunch with

where i went !

I NEED MY SPACE !!

2010-07-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

dont act dumb with alll ur answer

ur actin dumb with the qustion i asked you

so much for ur 'truth'

im so disgusted by you !!

you make me feel disgusted of my self as well !

after all the trust i had in you

this is how you screw me over

great knowin you

true colours shows after all

HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNI BABY

FUCK UR SELF !

2010-07-18T18:48:00.001+08:00

when a girl walk away . . .

pull her bak, hug her and never let go

even if she is in the wrong !!

comfort her

words of comfortin really make thing better

have confident of ur self

no matter what the situation is

when she is in the bad mood

she get carried away and might rise her tone

you should just tone down as well

you dont have to get carried away as well you know

no matter how bad the situation

for better or worst

tell her you love her !!

people just want you to pujuk !!!!!!!!

save ur apologize

she dont want to hear it

when is goin to happen again

and again . . .

instead tryin sayin something new

get creative looooooo . . . ..

(=

2010-07-18T18:28:00.001+08:00

so is SEM break !!

and im goin to rot at home !!

waitin for my result as welll

sigh wonderin what i will geeet . . . .

so my mom started workin

and there no more nice food to enjoy

and guess what im bak to eatin mood

i just feeel like eatin and eatin alll i can

but verities of foood of course !!

hmmmmm but im starvin now

guess where my mom went !!

genting !!

gamblin . . .

she came into my room this morning

and kidnap some of my cloths and scarf !!

then i woke up by the noise she made

then i asked her where is she goin

kononya go datin

but datin on the gamble table !!

ahahahahahaha

funny-ness !!

2010-07-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

im not prefect !!

not even close to one !

im just being me !

just treatin you as a girlfriend should treat his boy.

forget bout me and move on !

there is nothin left for you to think about !

i found someone that i love very much

that brought me bak

to feel what is like to love someone

and i appreciate him a lot !

i just wish that we have never started

or even meet

so i wont have a guilt in me that i

broke ur heart and left you there

never mend all this

2010-07-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

im sorry . . .

that thing just couldnt work out between us

all i can say that

there is no chemistry between us

i had to leave cause i know that

there is no point for me stayin

when im i know im ruin ur future

but i know alll is left is just memories

well keep the memories and treasure it

hope you find some one perfect

cause im not as perfect as what you said i was

2010-07-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

some times i jus wish you know how to tam me lo

instead of im doin it all the time . . .

2010-07-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

i love you <3

stay and never leave

i always needed you

when and what ever happen

2010-07-03T13:42:00.003+08:00

BE RESPONSIBLE FOR UR OWN ACTION !

2010-07-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

ass hole !

dont you have ur own vacabolary of words ??

come on la !

if wanna scold someone be smart

and think of something interestin

or be creative

to scold someone

dont use bak people sentences to scold bak people

this show how much you lack of ur own vocab

and i think you should go bak to school

or maby to english class

i seriously dont understand a single word ur sayin !!

omg . i need to think so hard on what you say

waste of my time

peace !!

2010-07-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

i love you .

PROMISE ME IT WILL BE THE LAST !

i miss you

2010-07-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

Dear BITCH !

still playin games huh !!

you know !!

all this small lil action ur doin

show how JEALOUS you are when im with him

shows how much you still

LOVE HIM !

dont have to use ur boy's facebook account to act like he is scoldin me la

FUKIN CHILDISH !!

you're makin him lookin like a bad person

and makin ur self lookin like ur

FUKIN INNOCENT

infact ur the most

CRAZIERSsss BITCH ever

ur just makin a fool out of your self la !!

now we are over

i guess ur the

MOST HAPPIEST person in the world

finaly get what you want

and how you want it to be like

and how you want him to feel bad

on what he had done to you

BUT DO REMEMBER THIS

there is sth call KARMA

what comes around, goes around !

i have alot of thought on how to get bak to you

but you know what !

play this games ur self !

one day you will get what you did to others !!

and the pain will be more sufferin then ever

and i make sure you swear to god

that you never wanna do any of this !

(=

2010-06-30T18:40:00.000+08:00

im done bein a patient and sweet person

so right now you terasa the person im talkin about its

YOU ?? isit ??

pls mind ur words !!

we did not disturbed you

ur the only one who is disturbin us !!

one more wrong move

i will continue playin the game ur playin with us

and i make sure you regret every thing you did !

(=

2010-06-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

i wonder whats wrong with girls this days !!

doin all the rediculas things !!

i gotta say ur fukin lifeless man !!

get a life pls !!

girl i think ur SICK !!

you need to see a doctor

or get into REHAB to heal ur self

or not you be runnin around like a

CRAZY BITCH

actin all crazy all over the place

pls !! accept the fact that he is no longer yours

dont have to send all the made believe msg

that is runnin in ur imagination

let me tell you what sickness ur havin

OBBESSION

get ur self a doctor and heal it

then come out to the society

like a healty person again (=

PEACE !!

2010-06-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

Get a life and fuk ur self !

2010-06-29T12:01:00.004+08:00

i always wanna have sth

which i know i wont ever get it

and everytime i about to have sth

surely there is one person

out there has to take it away from me

it always happen . . .

i dont hope for anything more but jus . . .

i dont want to have sth that i dont wish or hope for

i dont want to do sth that i hate the most

but im always force to do sth that

i hate the most

2010-06-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

how i wish i have no feelings

no feelings to fall in love

so i wont get hurt each and everytime

i guess there is no reason for us

to be together and stayin together

when things always turns out this way all the time

so lost !!

2010-06-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

SIGH SIGH !!!

assignment again ! this time i got all the wrong info

i tot i got another week to finish my assignment

but it seem like i got to pass up my assignment this MONDAY

wtfff . . . =.=

im goin to die soon man !

hmmmmmm

yesterday, saturday

i met my FAR FAR and LONG LONG distance cousinsssss

hahahaha . . .

we had dinner together

and their dog is super cute

and horny !!

keep HUMPin on my brothers leg !!

AHAHAHHA !! i keep laughin my ass of thooo

anyway !! the world is dam small !!

so happen my cousin is a fren of my bii !!

small world right ??

they know each other in church ==

and i my self was surprise !!!

not because they know each other in church but

they way my cousin posted comment in facebook

and i told my bii where i was goin too

and my bii put the pieces all together and form a pic

and there we goes we are all link together

LOL !!!

the other day my bi was at my house

sth funny happen !!

i let my brother use my bii's comp

and guess what my brother did

WATCHIN PORN !!

i was like WHAT THE FUK !!

i came bak from the stall

bought some drinks

open the door only

i stun there for 10 second ,

see him still watchin porn

when i was standin behind him !!

then only he turn bak look at me

and quickly close the window

=.=

watchin his rediculas action and facial expression !!

made me laugh even harder !!

and he was so ashamed !!

quickly went up to his room

sigh . . boys boys boys

cant blame them for their uncontrolable desire !!

LOL

i got to go now

need to finish my assignment )=

2010-06-24T11:49:00.004+08:00

happy 2nd month anni (=

i love you baby boo <3

2010-06-24T10:12:00.005+08:00

CIBAI mother took my phone !!!

alll my pic and contact GONE !!!

MOTHERFUKER ! (=

2010-06-24T10:12:00.003+08:00

CIBAI mother took my phone !!!

alll my pic and contact GONE !!!

MOTHERFUKER ! (=

2010-06-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

baby . i never wish my heart to be taken away by some body

i want it to stay with you

where it should belong

i love you <3

2010-06-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

today i got some presentation to do

all last minutes work

i gotta admit my presentation SUCK !!

i panic i think !!

but julian and sim was good

i like sim presentation (=

she put me her the slides show

LOL !!!

anyway after my class

my bii fetch me (=

we went pyramid and then accompany him to eat

then i went shoppin

a very super fast and short shoppin moment

and my bii bought me some things and i like it very much

i love you bii

2010-06-12T18:06:00.001+08:00

im feelin so tired right now !!

but i had a great time CLUBIN last night

it was fun

and mist club is so pack and hot

hahaha

i wanna sleep

but i missed my bii )=

hehhe .

hope to see you soon mwah

2010-06-09T16:34:00.001+08:00

i fukin hate segi college !!

especially the admin department !

suck to the fukin max !!

to all future student

dont ever study in segi man !!!

so what if the course is good

but the admit suck !!

make you go round and round !!!

cant just tell you go straight to the point !!!

2010-06-07T21:34:00.001+08:00

today . i hava psychology classs

then we have group work and shit

then there is this person

he is the fuckuglyest person

omg everyone was fukin piss !!

then i went swimmin

had fun (=

and i get to see my biii

omg i misss him so much !

MWAH !

2010-06-07T21:03:00.001+08:00

i love toy poddle

they are the cutest thingy ever

OMG ! i wanna own them :P

wheeeeee . . . . .

can stop lookin at it

2010-06-05T21:38:00.001+08:00

i went mid vally today

my mom wanted to change her heels in vinci

instead she bought another 2 pair of heels again lol

then we continue to shop

we went to ZARA but there is nothin interestin

as we walk

we got attracted by the crowd

in BODY SHOP . LOL

then we bought a few stuff again

i get my self purfume and eye shadow

lol !

then we walk here and there

then get a belt for my kai yeh

cause his birthday is tmr

then went to jusco with hand full of stuff

i bet my arm will be pain tmr @@

so after that we went home

and here i am on9 here ! lol

2010-06-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

on friday , we had psychology club meetin

and this time we had games and food .

lol . but its fun show you alll the pictures

showin her GIRL POWER !

hehee (=

its game time

heee

i got PRINCESS DIANA

and this is my founder !

tryin to kill the baby lol

being naughty :p

its makan time

2010-06-03T18:54:00.002+08:00

after class when im on my way bak home

i was using a ds camera to cam whore

LOL . . .

today class is dam bored !

we are suppose to do our assignment as usual

but instead !!

we was FACEBOOKING

and to kill time .

WE SPAM on each other facebook wall

hahahah .. . . dam stupid weiii

but was fun after all !

lol

2010-05-30T22:14:00.001+08:00

you know i have realise sth

this incident always happen every week !

and im gettin tired of it !!

im confused

i just dont know who i wanna listen to !

is so mind botherin !

i just feel like drinkin and smokin again !!!

2010-05-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

my mom frens from hong kong came to kl

and is real tirin handlein them

we shop the whole day

and we spend almost 6 hours in vincci

more over vincci havin sales

but i got my self some high heels (=

i got lots more to say but im tired !

and im lazy to type but i show you the pic the later on

2010-05-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

2nd day of college !

interestin subject . . .

is english lesson . . .

but in psychology terms (=

but 6 hours of class

and is gettin borin

as time pass

i wanted to sleep man

anddddd

there is even a guy dose off during the class

and it was so funnny the lecturer woke him up

lucky he din SNORESSSS !

hahahhaa . . .

after tat we have debats . . .

and there is this indian guy !

OMFG he is so dam EGOISTIC !!!!

and is annoyin

but too bad tat just him

other than tat some of the girls in class are so shy and quiet !

lol . . . .

i guess they are still not use to being around the guys

or they are not comfortable with each other yet

and im tired after the class

and im excited to meet my mom frens

they came from hong kong to visit malaysia

guess tomorror im gonna be a tour guide (=

hahhaha . . . a lousy tour guide )=

i guess that all for now ..

will add some pic to show you guys if i took some pic

hehhehe . . . :p

2010-05-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

if you want me bak so badly

give me action

im so done with ur talkin

if you want sth

you gotta work for it

dont expect someone to just give it to you !

it wont work !

2010-05-24T18:40:00.001+08:00

first day of college again !?

i reach college at 745

waited my dear fren (benita)

to reach college

called her she say she will be there in 15 minutes

after 15 minutes . . .

texted her stuck in the jam )=

waited for her

she only reach at 9

then when we got in the college

we was told to register again !!

OMG ! and benita forgotten to bring her offer letter !

Q up for fuk

and asked her to go to the office to get the offer letter !

WTF !

finaly julian came

and so happen he forgot to bring his offer letter as well

and he talk to the people in charge

and finaly we din have to get the offer letter

but instead we have to look for our lecture in 5th floor

=.=

went up to 5th floor but our lectuere not there

see the other lecturer

told us tat we dont have to go for the orentation and shit

but need to save a guy from the orentation hall

but we need to be bak in college by 2

wtf . . .

but we din even look for him

instead we went pyramid FOR FOOD !!

im hungry !

hehee . . .

we went to kim gary

hehee

and julian have this weird taste of food

he took some of benita spicy soup and mix with his

hahhaaha . . .

after food

julian wanted to buy some gloves .

but too bad he cant find any

but accordin to him

he said we a jinx )=

cause everytime he wanted to buy stuff

he couldnt find any (=

ahahhaha . . .

after all the searchin

he gave up and we took a bus and went bak to college

and we went and look for the lost sheeep but could not be found

and we gave up as well

we to the room tat we are told to be in

but got left out again

and lucky she left a not there sayin tat we have to go to the psychology lab

after tat there goes the talk and

blah blah blah . . . .. .. . x23456789 @@

thenn time to go bak

thought im not gettin bak soon

cause mom in a meetin

but thanks to JO WEE

gave me a lift and im bak home save and sound !

but im tired and havin headache now )=

i bet tmr i will go through another long day as well )=

2010-05-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

wheeeee . . . .

tmr college starts . . .

im excited and lookin forward for it

and today i actually forgotten sth

is my brother birthday

lucky i remember to wish him

but i din get him anything (=

aahahahahahha . . .

i guess tat all for not

i have nothuing to blog about

but . . .

hehehhehehe nothing

ciaozzzzz (=

2010-05-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

here is one thing we should learn and know about

sometimes we couldnt blame those who cheated on us

just accept the facts tat we are not bein good enough for them

but if you think ur good enough and it wasnt apprecitated

then is their lost (=

sometimes it was they who could not control them self for cheatin

mayb tat person is too irresistable ?? :P

or they jus couldnt let go of them

or is just takin a revenge by hurtin someone bak

but what ever it is ?

is just an excuses for ur self

to give them a chance

cause in ur heart they are still there

and you couldnt let go either .

2010-05-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

pick up the pieces bit by bit

you see the whole picture !